What a strange feeling to look out of the window and not to see a single soul. Where are the guys with the nice butts that go out running in the morning and make for nice eye candy? Where are the children running early to get to school with moms like myself that go out disheveled and with dry spit on the corner of the lips, because we didn’t even have time to look in the mirror. Dogs wagging their happy tails giving love, where is the nosy neighbor who always talks about the same things everyday but you can’t help to smile when you see her where is everyone? , Where is the noise of life is it still there and it’s only me who can’t hear it? Is it that everything went to hide so I can realize only I exist and this reality that I think I see, why do I want so much silence, why do I want to perceive this solitude? Why to cause such a drastic separation? And in this overwhelming silence, I started to reconnect with my own sound, a silence that is loaded with wisdom and I heard mother Earth that told me, “lay down and listen to me humbly, we aren’t two, we are one. There aren’t 7 billion of habitants, it’s just you, we are just one. You stopped listening to yourself such a long time ago, you’ve lost yourself in marketing that sells you happiness in containers and bottles, you got carried away by the need to find in others what makes you happy. Forgetting that you are everything that there is, that all that you see is yours, the void you need to fill is born from you being away from you. Seeking outside what you would solve if only you looked into the mirror and place yourself number 1. And since you stopped looking at yourself, I had to scream, louder each time, I had to dry my rivers and die in every species, I screamed trembling and sending giant waves, I polluted my waters to keep you away from me so you could feel the distance from yourself, I sent viruses to animals so you could go back to basics, emotional and mental crises, massive murders, shootings, I developed diabetes and hypertension to tell you you are eating shit, I stirred chaos in the economy so you stop thinking that’s the way and so you create new ways of living. I’ve pushed you to freedom, so you learn to live without big stores, to sow, harvest, to go back to yourself. I’ve pushed you to discover your gifts and use them, I’ve causes divorces, unemployment, pain, sickness, violence… darkness, because it is when you close your eyes because you don’t want to see anything, when you open your inner eyes and then you are reborn with what you’ve always been, God on earth remembering who you are, but you are so damn stubborn you won’t listen because you are running, you don’t question anything because you have to buy the latest phone so Siri can answer what you want. Because you evade your most important people, you rather watch nonsense than to see your family in the eye, you lose your life in social media, addictions, work, instead of living it and sharing it. Because you go around playing to be a know-it-all, judging all and everything when you don’t know shit about cosmic existence, instead of hugging yourself, loving yourself and pamper yourself to love and hug and pamper and make a miracle out of life, not only your close ones, but all that your eyes can see, including me, your mother Nature, because we all, are you. And we are screwed because you can’t see beyond your selfish needs, filled with fear, so I couldn’t wait any longer. You have to see you are dying, dying in every child that doesn’t have food, in each raped and slaughtered woman, in each man forced to kill to live, in each animal that is violently murder directly or indirectly by you. In every natural area you allow to get massacred to place malls, you die in each human that is indifferent to love, because you are all of them. And since you do nothing besides thinking about your own survival and you forget that without unity you don’t exist, I created humanity’s best friend, a friend that crowns you in the 7th chakra, where lies the connection with the source. There, where the connection has been lost, there where you forgot who you are, you actually forgot yourself. Now you must cleanse your mind from so many socially manipulated beliefs, you will live this mental diarrhea to open up the channel that you allowed to be filled with virus, infections, sadness, fear, loss of control, control, beliefs, ignorance, now this friend will paralyze everything so you can really experience separation. This separation that has tried to show you that doesn’t exist. Now you will miss the noise, the complaints, the bother, the traffic, pollution, but you will also miss love, joy, contact, the people. And we hope you get the message and that this time, you actually do something for you, for us, for the one. And then, I stayed home, first I ran to seek refuge in social media, until I couldn’t run away anymore, I knew and I felt that it was time for something really important and among the madness of my emotions of solitude, fear, helplessness, judgment, feeling of abandonment, faith, trust, positivity and negativity, I remembered the silence of being by my side, I recognized my heartbeat and listened to my breathing and then I felt alive, I opened a book and wrote poetry, I gave myself a feet rub, I looked and smile at myself in the mirror and asked me again: “what do you feel like doing today? What do you want?” So I ate healthy and I understood so many animals that live stack everyday and I danced and played and slept when I felt like it and I ate slowly as I talked to my food and I was grateful to have a place to live. And I was thankful for my life as it is and I felt love and compassion for all parts of me that are represented by other human beings, that are in really painful situations and I felt my tears falling down. Taking conscience about what happened, we are one and I forgot it. I forgot that the pain is the same, fears, needs, everything is the same because we are not divided, all humans, species, what exists, is all united, if one suffers we all feel it, because the interconnection never ceased to be. And as I was listening and integrating my understanding, I was feeling love and peace and when peace got me drunk and I felt like I existed again, the veil of separation fell and I could see, with total certainty, that everything outside me was me and then I looked at my son as if it was the first time, I chased him around the house, we made a mess and made things fall, we didn’t clean, we laughed and ate while talking and we did the dishes, together as if it was a party of existence and united separation. Suddenly, the rest of the family joined in, each on their own time and I looked through the window and that was happening in every balcony in every house, children jumped up and down out of love, by being seen again, men were valued for something else than being providers and women danced free and strong, grandpas and grandmas were hugged and animals were integrated in the family. The seas were calm, the skies clean, the rivers flowing and the earth vibrating in harmony and suddenly I felt a state of unconditional love where the universe sparks, the fractals we are divided into, we all smiled And the virus crowned us as the kings we’ve always been, it understood we had got the message and it dissolved in love. The streets were filled with love and joy and smiles, it was a state that gave you goose bumps. And everyone by looking at each other, we really knew that even if it looked like we were millions, we were just one. We were ready to invent a new way to coexist, without absurd needs, sick tendencies, giving away our life and most important, each one knew that their function was to never, never forget the power of love and to expand it beyond borders, those borders we believed in sometime, before the virus that taught us that love and oneness is all that matters at the end. I suddenly woke up, sweating, excited and thought: “Is this real? Are we in a crisis? Are we in quarantine? Have we won?” in that moment I smiled and decided to get up up with that smile and to know that love, is everything that is there, and you, what will you do?